First off, I just want to apologize to all my friends out there for disappearing without a word. I generally don't like to talk about the bad stuff in my life, but rather bottle it up inside. I know, it's not my best trait, especially when I let things drag me down into the utter depths of depression. That's when I become the kind of social reject that would make a toaster seem a better friend---at least the toaster gives out warmth and can make your breakfast. I've been stuck in this rut for several months now. For those who don't know, I was laid off from my job back in the beginning of May. I was already going through some personal problems at the time and then loosing my job just sent me over the edge. I've been trying to get a job half-heartedly, but of course given my efforts I haven't had any success.

I'm now at the point where if I don't do something about my situation, things will get really bad, not just for me, but for my family too. I can't let that happen, so I'm making a conscious effort to pull myself out of the rut I've been in. I'm here telling you all this because I believe that when you tell others you are committed to making a change that you are that much more likely to follow through with it. Most of my daily efforts right now will be in finding a job, but I will also take some time to try and post some art up here every day. The reason being that creating art generally makes me happy, which I think will go a long way in helping my mood each day, and in turn will help me be more productive.

Also, I want to promise each of you that I won't be a schlub again and drop off the face of the earth like I did. I appreciate your friendship, and the support you've shown me, especially those of you who kept checking in on me even though I'd checked out. Thank you.